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not what i asked

Going mad? How I felt?

aYE

7:37 AM

sorry, caps lock -.-

I was ... well, I guess I was excited. But I never felt mad, or overwhelmed.

okay, that's a good sign

Apart from the days where you think your totaly crazy for having whatever a tulpa is anyway (jk...ish) (edited)

heh, that's fair

7:41 AM

it boils down to are you willing/capable of accepting, and beyond that, loving someone else in your head

7:41 AM

how old are you, if you don't mind me asking?

22

okay, nothing further to add there (edited)

7:42 AM

but a whole nother person, with all the wants/desires/hates that goes with

7:43 AM

do you think you can take that? (edited)

[He thought I should add my input here, however I have none, so...here anyway. ]

Really, Wolf?

[I mean, I have nothing really to add.]

No opinion? at all?

[I am just as undecided as him] (edited)

(it's never nice and neat, wrapped in a bow, is it?) (edited)

Why is thinking so hard.... without any guides or walkthroughs. You have to figure it out by yourself...

life, mate

ow.

such is

7:46 AM

alright, let me try this angle (edited)

7:47 AM

do you like what you have unintentionally made?

.... yeah, well... sort of. Wolf likes them more though, however that doesn't seem to change his undecidedness though

sort of? what don't you like?

The unintentional part.

exclusively?

As far as what I know of them, how they act, sound, look(not there yet)... I do like it.

7:51 AM

However, its simply the fact that it is another. And an unintentional one at that. It's like an uninvited friend showing up at your door; they aren't unwelcome, but... they shouldn't have came.... ya kinda get it?

except you encouraged them

7:51 AM

you gave them attention and reason

I blame wolf for their unexpected development ... >.>

why (edited)

[It's true... I thought if a servitor had a name, and a face it would be cool to think of... but it turns out thats sort of how you make a tulpa ...frick.]

i have no experience with servitors

7:54 AM

but

7:54 AM

nvm

7:54 AM

had an angry response but that doesn't help anyone

[long story short, they could move the body to work... at work.. ]

okay, again boiling back down to

Thanks for your time helping us though...

you have a burgeoning tulpa. do you have the time to give them and the mental capacity to handle the fact that they exist? (edited)

Time yes. Mental capacity yes.

you wpuldn't be splitting your time in half anymore, it'd be in thirds

I just don't know if its the smartest thing to do.

(The smart thing and the emotional thing are often in conflict)

Thus, here we are.

i pose this question

8:02 AM

are you willing to accept every responsibility for this being, be it good or bad to you and others? are you willing if things turn sour to keep on keeping on?

(It feels like im getting married) xD But yes, If I decide to keep it, then yes.

yes it sounds similar to marriage vows, because it bloody is

But should I (get married)

that if is a problem here

8:03 AM

you said they are sentient

8:03 AM

let them speak

I could try, but they havn't.... sigh, alright lets see what happens.

8:09 AM

Ok, it was soft, (maybe because we are tired because its late), but I asked what they think about if they should stay, they said ''I want to exist, what else do you want me to say'' ... or something.

then we're back to the "do you truly think you can handle it" argument (edited)

8:10 AM

or the are you willing to kill them argument

[Well, killing them would take time and effort... and heartlessness] >...> (edited)

yes and no

8:12 AM

also not an answer

8:13 AM

do you have it in you to look after yet another person?

yes... but ..... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

explain

Maybe Ill have more answers in the morning.

because if looking after others makes you exasperated, then you have no business with tulpamancy

Answer: Yes, I can.

8:16 AM

Its not doing it, or if I can. But should I, or do I want to begin. Because once I would start, sure, I could totally look after them... ect.

8:16 AM

I just wish there was a right answer.

8:17 AM

I want to see if they show back up on their own in the morning.

well, idk bout the rest of the world, but you managed to piss me off, so Ta

D:

8:19 AM

Sorry, but thank you a ton.

8:19 AM

You did help... even though it might have seemed it was going no where, but it was. (edited)

i apologize

8:23 AM

when you "Sighed" it made me unreasonably angry

I was upset at my own undecidedness. (edited)

Em showed me how much of an ass i was being

Sorry too. I must be the biggest pain to try to help ... 'but what about this' oh idk 'but what about this' Yes, and no."

XD that last.

8:26 AM

Em did little but yes and know me for fucking ages

8:27 AM

sorry, unrelated

I also forgot my one rule I need to keep trying to follow... : Never overthink anything late at night.

that's the best time to think about shit

Thats the problem... to much thinking.

i know

8:28 AM

but still

8:29 AM

back to your tupper

I thank you for your time, both you you. We'll see what happens in the morning, and go from there...

you jumping?

Its time for bed.

alright, friend

8:30 AM

Feel free to DM me

Ok, thanks.

take care

Anyone else noticed a divide between ideas of tulpamancy and plurality? I think a lot of people go into this not knowing what a massive impact tulpas can have on life. It's not just about having a fun companion that you can hit up whenever. They're meant to stand on equal ground with you. They should be entitled to claim half of your shared life pathways and time if you can't find a way to share. It's a whole new, permanent state of being if tulpamancers are deciding to go all the way.